The Stargazer

The Stargazer




While listening to the two songs by Rainbow, an English band of the 70’s, it felt like the story narrated in the lyrics of the songs actually started playing in front of my closed eyes – I found myself being there, seeing it as it happened. These lyrics are presented here like snips of a poem, and then elaborated to build the narration, scene by scene, event by event. It starts like this:

High noon, oh I'd sell my soul for water
Nine years worth of breakin' my back

That was the cry of despair of a slave, one of a large crowd, suffering, building a tower for his master, a wizard, whom they see in their dreams, their expectation, one day gliding away through the sky

There's no sun in the shadow of the wizard
See how he glides, why he's lighter than air
Oh I see his face

They sigh the harsh environment and the inhuman condition which they are in: toiling, building a stone tower the wizard would eventually climb and fly off from.

We build a tower of stone
With our flesh and bone
Just to see him fly

Legend has it that this is in very ancient Egypt, where a great wizard had such powers that he could control the weather, regenerate lost limbs, and make dead corpses rise up, walk, and obey him. But there was one thing he couldn’t do – to fly. This became such an obsession for him that he came to the conclusion that if he had a tower at his disposal, high enough to reach the sky, he could climb to its top and fly. He believed he could reach the Gods if he wanted to.
            His wizardly powers made him nearly as powerful as the king himself, whom he sought permission to, to gather a large workforce of slaves to the task of constructing the tower. He was duly given the nod. For controlling the slaves, the wizard re-animated the buried dead, and armed them with whips. The slaves were put to work. In spite of all the misery, the slaves kept on working, no matter how harsh the conditions were.  And many had died.

In the heat and the rain
With whips and chains
To see him fly
So many die

Most who died, died of exhaustion, while some died in the sand storms – the storms that might have been sent  by the ‘God of storm’*, as a mercy killing. No one seemed to want to rebel against the wizard. Maybe they know they do not have a chance against his army of walking corpses.. the zombies. Or maybe he was able to take away their will power by sheer sorcery. 
In spite of all the misery, they all had one last hope: they believed that once the tower is complete, their master, the wizard, would fly away, and reach the stars, and be one among the stars. In those days they believed that the stars were the souls of their ancestors.  They hoped that when he thus joins their ancestors, they will be free forever, free to leave. They believed in it.

Where is your star?
Is it far, is it far, is it far?
When do we leave?
I believe, yes, I believe

Finally the day has arrived. The tower is nearly complete, and the work force is putting the final finishes to it – they are not only eager to see him fly, but also that it will give them their much dreamt freedom. They all now have just one thing in mind: assist the wizard to fly.

Hot wind, moving fast across the desert
We feel that our time has arrived
The world spins, while we put his dream together
A tower of stone to take him straight to the sky
Oh, I see his face!


Finally the time, it is: the wizard is quickly climbing up all the way to the top. A very tall tower. He has to go all the way up. Eagerly waiting below is the large crowd of slaves.. waiting for that moment – all eyes upon him, disappearing into the height. Now they hardly see him standing at the top, preparing for the dive, and then up should he go.

All eyes see the figure of the wizard
As he climbs to the top of the world
No sound, as he falls instead of rising
Time standing still, then there's blood on the sand
Oh, I see his face!

Oh Gods! He has not flown.. but has fallen all the way down, like a stone.. has plunged into the sand.. the ground below. They held their breadth in total shock. The wizard still lying with his face  on the sand. They see the sand turning red – his blood is on the sand. It seemed the world has gone silent, with the wizard.
            After the brief silence, they notice a thud from behind. It’s one of the soldier falling.. being devoid of the wizard’s magical spell which re-animated them. While most eyes are still gazing the blood around their master, losing hope, finding it difficult to accept that they have lost their purpose, more and more thuds are heard. One after another the soldiers – the re-animated corpses – are all falling.. dead again.
            They now realise that the much yearned freedom they expected on his rising to the stars, now they are starting to experience by his death.  Roars of that feeling wash through the slave crowd.

Time is standing still
He gave back my will
Ooh ooh ooh ooh
Going home
I'm going home

They now look at themselves.. the wretched state they are in. They look at the tower, decades of their toil... their sweat and blood. They see there, behind the tower.. a rainbow rising – the heavenly sign of their freedom imminent.

Look at my flesh and bone
Now, look, look, look, look
I see a rainbow rising
Look there, on the horizon
And I'm coming home, coming home, coming home

But now, oh gosh! They face the dilemma of their lives. They realise the truth about themselves.. reminded of what they have forgotten: long long back.. in their days of childhood.. They were with their parents, at their home, playing in there in the village; the wizard had kidnapped them young – at a very young age – and had them raised away from their parents. Once they have passed their teens, they were put to work on the tower. That’s the story of each one of them. Now they don’t know where they came from... where they belong... each one of them...  their house... their parents... nothing. This is the only place they have known, but it’s not home. They know. But now where will they go?

We built a tower of stone
With our flesh and bone
Just to see him fly
Don't know why
Now where do we go?

The very thought aches their heart. They cried and cried. They felt their eyes are bleeding. They were to leave the only home they knew

My eyes are bleeding
And my heart is leaving here
A place called home
A place called home

Now he – the one slave, through whose eyes the story is unraveling to us – will have to use his instincts to get back to his home he knows not. May be the ‘Goddess of protection’*, whose magic spells are always a help for people in need, show him his way back to his home.

Take me back, take me back
Back to my home ooh, ooh, ooh

Looking behind him, at the tower.. what a deserted place it seems now.. looking back at his fate, and what all he had gone through. Can’t believe at last he is free. Can’t believe the wizard is dead. All the past appears to be just a dream – he is recollecting all these as he is leaving the place. All other slaves have left.

Can't forget his face
What a lonely place
Has he really let us flow
All my life it seems
Just a crazy dream
Reaching for somebody's star
Can't believe it all
Did he really fall?

He is walking away from the lonely place. And now doesn’t know what to do... where to go. But there’s something within him that’s showing him the way. Yes someone’s guiding his instincts. The Goddess is leading him on his way back. He is being shown the way back to his home, of which he has but only a faint recollection. A shining star, a light in the black, beckons him.

Something's calling me back
It's a light in the black
Am I ready to go?
I'm coming home

As he has tread a long way on the path, his way back, he starts feeling the familiarity: the wind, the scenery, the surroundings -- how much was still retained in his memory, but never realised.

Breathed the air before
Heard the thunder roar
Never knew it was for me
Always looking down
Lost but never found
Eyes to look but not to see

The soul of the dead wizard, which by now must have turned into a star, one among his ancestors, should be somewhere out there in the sky, in obscurity among the million unnoticed stars. The slave is playing stargazer. May the Goddess, the bright star Sirius, the heavenly representation of the Goddess herself, a ‘light in the black’, as it appears to him, guide him all the way home.

Something's calling me back
Like a light in the black
Yes, I'm ready to go
I'm coming home
Look to the sky
There in the sky
I see a star

And that’s the story. You may search the net to find the names of the Gods described, and marked ‘*’. 
     The story is based on the lyrics of the songs “Stargazer” and “Light in the Black” by the Heavy Metal band Rainbow, released in 1976 (both available on Youtube). The details of the story, missing in the lyrics, were taken from an archaeological material excavated in Egypt (belonging to its pre-dynastic era), since then kept secret by the US intelligence serves, and de-classified only in 1995. It’s still a mystery how Ronnie James Dio, the lyricist of the songs, got his hands on this piece of text way back in 1976. And by the way, the name of the wizard, as per the secret Egyptian document, was Eppa.

Rahul Leslie

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